Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas.

Today was a good day I stayed out of the hospital which is a good thing since I have sen the inside of a hospital / ER at least 3 days last week. I have been dealing with some kind of cold picked up more than likely at my daughters dance recital a 2 weeks ago. Stupid me I didn't wear a mask the venue is TOO small and yes sick people were out in full force supporting their little dancers. I hope I am on the mend the transplant doctors are running some test and have me on some new temp. antibiotics.

2nd Day back at work.

Yesterday was a bust, I had no energy and limped through the day as I attempted to go back to work after a week off post surgery (11/7/11).

Last week at a glance.
Monday
Surgery, I thought I would be getting an RFA procedure but going in they informed me it could either be RFA/ or / Microwave. When I woke up sore throat and all (incubation) with more IV's than I started off with I found out that the doctors did a Microwave procedure on only one nodule they think the other might be left over scar tissue from the wedge resection of 2009. I went home high as a Kite that night in the dark, in the rain with a nervous chauffeur (thank you morphine).

Tuesday
Sore as if I was still playing football going through preseason (abs and back were really sore), also deep breaths hurt. Lots of naps.

Wednesday
Rested most of the day, soreness decreased, took off bandage on my back (it stayed 12 hours longer than it should have), showered and I can't really see the incision from the Microwave.

Thursday
Resting, soreness lessening, breathing is getting better.

Friday
Repeat of Thursday Saturday Did the DFW lung Cancer walk, I walked the 1 mile course it hurt, I was tired very tired afterward. The event turnout was good...it has more participants each and every year.

microwave instead

No RFA today, I was given a microwave procedure on on of the nodules. We will watch the othe nodule as it is right on the line from the wedge resection I had in 2009. CT scans in 3 months.

I am sore and tire but at home so off to bed my belly is full. to quote Autin Power's "I'm a fat b4st4rd".

RFA Day

Heading to UTSW for an RFA procedure on my two nuts (actually the nuts are what I call these two spots on my right lung) Let's keep this brief post G rated. Time to hit the highway and fight mad traffic.

The Results SUCKED

My results sucked. Two nodules bot 9mm and in my right lung. The doctors at UTSW are trying to presuade me to go with SBRT as a treatment but I am not sold. I will still look for the best option FOR ME Note:... I am not a lab rat.

Results Day..

Waiting for the results of my latest CT/PET scans from last week. I am also scheduled to talk with the surgeon and radiologist today too. Cancer sucks.

returning to work in the morn.

Back to the salt mine in the morn. after sitting around the house for 3 work days.

Umbilical hernia day

Another surgery day, we will see how it goes. Off to fix my umbilical hernia. I think it might have been caused by a combination of too much coughing and trying to lift more weight than I should.

July 7, 2011

CT scan today, I hope they hurry up because my stomach feels alittle uneasy...I need some food. I also need to get my stomach checked since I moved all of our household goods myself (I still got it).




random note: I started back riding my motorcycle last week. First time having a good ride in 5+ years (it was HOT though 104).

It is time for a change regarding LC

Random thoughts...


I need to publish post that only I can see

The different groups supporting LC need to pool shared resources while focusing on the unique areas

It is good for LC survivors together from time to time

BC (breast cancer) is not the enemy. I LOVE THE BOOBIES, THEY'RE NICE

Dissolving the stigma around LC is key to improving the survivability of a LC diagnosis

yet another PET/CT scan

My four year transplant(versary) starts on Friday. I have my CT/PET scan, bone density, abdominal aorta sonogram...and..other test including labs. I will be getting an extra test to check my CMV levels since I have been so tired an sick lately. I hope to meet with doctors from Baylor hospital in Dallas, TX next week during the lung cancer walk in Dallas on 4/3/11. I fell like UTSouthwestern has dropped the ball and no longer see me as patient I fell like a walking / talking medical white paper.

Oh well short post as I need to eat before the magic hour arrives hat means I can't eat after a certain time for fear that the food will mess up the pending test.

Anniversay (4 years post lung transplant)

I forgot that a few hours yesterday and today mark the 4 year anniversary of my lung transplant... on such an auspicious occasion as the only thought running through my mind is "Eat Shit Conservative Medical Personnel, Rick James".

Quickly approaching the 5 year mark

Quickly coming' up on the 5year mark of my stage 4diagnosis of BAC lung cancer. I never should have made it but I did so, suck egg conservative members of the medical community who felt obligated to still my joy and try and take away my hope. 2/1/2011 is gonna be a good and better night even though I have a pending surgery weighing on me.

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays & Seasons Greetings

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays & Seasons Greetings.

PET scan results

PET scan results today and hopefully and answer as to how I got an infection in my hand during the procedure. I hope to get all the facts and all the info. from these scans. I have lost confidence in the doctors at some of the doctors I see at UT Southwestern. I feel I don't get all the info. and I am often discussed in the third person since I am not invited to the clinical review boards where interesting cases are discussed. I have a boatload of question for the doctors today:

1. I would like to get all the information available.
2. I need some sort of plan B, let's plan for continual recurrences... how should this be handled.
3. How would you handle my case if you were in my shoes or if one of your loved ones was in my position.
4. What are the options for dealing with LC?
5. What are my options since your chemo sucks and most hospitals are so conservative?
6. MORE Questions to be added later depending upon the answers given.

PET Scan in the Morn

PET scan on Thursday morn. (test to see if the cancer has spread). I hope to talk with the transplant, oncology, and thoracic doctors within the next couple of days. I find it very interesting that now UT Southwestern doctors can do an RFA procedure for the lungs. I also find it interesting that now that I plan to go else where to deal with this nodule should it turn out to be of the AdenoCarcinoma family all the before mentioned medical disciplines would like to chime in on my pending decision. I think I will sell advertisement space and call the the decision.

to breakup or stay together (UT Southwestern or Baylor medical???)

As unemotional as I would like to make this post, that, is something I can not do. I am pretty pissed about several aspects of my care and condition management at UT Southwestern. Before I address the medical elephant in the room I have been advised to not burn bridges... my response is bridges burn both ways.

Let's tackle the elephant.

• I am disappointed with the lack of communication between oncology, thoracic surgery, and the lung transplant clinic.
• I am pissed and saying what the hell as I learn more about RFA as a minimally invasive procedure that can be used to kill cancer nodules in the lung(s).
• If you recall I had a 1.5 cm nodule surgically removed by a wedge resection 3/2009. I have recently learned that the thoracic surgeon can do RFA procedures. My beef is why wasn't I offered this treatment option . Why did they elect to take almost 1/3 of my right lung.
• There is are no plans in place as to how recurrences will be dealt with.
• Oncology won't help me get my info. together to pass it on to UCLA so I can possibly have the RFA procedure done on my 5mm nodule in my right lung.

Short Rant I am getting feed-up I am not willing to give anymore huge chunks of lung tissue to research.

RFA Links:

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16366374

http://www.radiologyinfo.org/en/info.cfm?pg=rfalung

http://www.lcfamerica.org/blog/?p=90

Cancer Sucks

I was saddened to hear about the home going of another unexpected warrior in the fight against lung cancer. To read about the journey of Melissa please use the link included in this post.
http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/melissapeterson

I can't put in to words how bad I feel for her loved ones they will forever miss her, I only hope they understand that she is now free from pain and the worry cancer brings.

Boston Med (TV show)

I like this show Boston Med. I get to see my old stomping grounds from my days living in New England. I also got to view some of a lung transplant which was interesting, and hits home as I am eternally grateful for the gift my donor and his family gave to me and mine as I am still hear trying to do the right thing. Anyway like the show....or at least I like it so far.

CT Day

Heading off to get my quaterly CT today and to have another post-op visit with the ENT doctor. Other than that I think I will just take it easy and try to beat the heat.

Memorial Day 2010

This Memorial Day Weekend was great but, too short. On this weekend we celebrated birthday's, honored our countries military personnel, and reflected on the rich life of my late father (a career military man).

Back to work in the morning, I am still in pain from the surgery but there is nothing to watch on TV.... (i.e. I like Drew Carey I think he is funny but he is a dry, robotic host when he is taping the Price is Right).

Back in the Spa (Hospital)

Had a deviated septum & tonsillectomy procedure on Monday. It HURT I can't swallow so I was home for a few hours on Tuesday after getting out of the hospital....then ta da....back to the Spa so I can get my transplant meds by IV.

I should have never been released to go home only to return back to the ER 24 hours later, This was / is a huge FUCK-UP and COMMUNICATIONS breakdown between the post transplant doctors and the ENT Department.

End of April

I finally got approval back from the insurance company about my next surgical procedure. Hopefully soon I will have the UVV surgery to help me to get some real sleep at night.

Last day of soccer tomorrow, and it can't come soon enough I need a break.

I finally got the appointment times / dates for my annual transplant evaluation (two months LATE). The jury is still out on the new direction that heart / lung transplant dept. in has taken, I might start looking toward the other transplant team for heart / lung at the other transplant center for lungs in Dallas.

No more Coughing (ALMOST)

I almost made it through the day without coughing. I had only a few minor tickles in my throat but nothing to be alarmed about. The coughing today is mild compared to what I have been experiencing since the day after we took on Six Flags. I rode too many of the rides that respiratory patients shouldn't ride and just being in such a big crowd I probably picked up some kind of bug. I can't believe that it is almost summer time and my little honor roll student will soon matriculate into the second grade while the little one goes off to kindergarten (private because of her birthday).

Oh well it is good to get back to blogging' and helping' my cancer / transplant hommies. Blogging' affords me an opportunity to dump all these words in my head so I can continue on my thoughtless path in search of the grasshopper.

Eazy Day

I have decided to release the blog post that I have kept private since the time of AM's lung transplant. I will be publishing them over the next week or so...if I am not in the SPA due to a really painful cough that has been bothering me most of April.